For many male to female transgender people, the first time they put on female clothing can be an almost overwhelming emotional experience. The first crossdressing experiences will often be with the clothes of a close family member – a wife, mother, sister, cousin, aunt etc. – and by the very act of seruptitiously wearing these clothes in secret, it can reinforce feelings of having to hide their true nature from those closest to them.
Sometimes the thrill of carrying out such an act in secret can lead to a sense of sexual excitement being experienced by simply pulling on those secretly borrowed panties or stockings. This thrill can sexualise the entire event, feeling the soft satin touch of your sister’s pink lacy panties, or the sensuous caress of your mom’s pantyhose as you roll them up your legs for the very first time.
Some may feel embarrassed or ashamed of their feelings, but they’re entirely natural and nothing to be afraid of or shamed by. How can anyone not react with anything other than sheer delight at the feeling of being immersed into a world of femininity and beauty. Where the senses are opened to a softer, more delicate kind of pleasure.
The mind is indeed the most sexual of all of our organs, and the thoughts and feelings that can be aroused by the intense stimulation of donning feminine attire, particularly that of a set of gloriously sexy lingerie cannot fail to make oneself feel more sexual as a result.
For some, the pleasure of wearing women’s clothing will only go as far as perhaps those fleeting moments with a borrowed pair of panties, but for many others it will herald the beginning of a journey that will see them learning what it is to be fully feminized. For the lucky ones they may even find themselves able to enlist the help of their wife, sister, mother or a female friend in their journey of discovery.
Wherever the journey takes you, whether it be a full realisation of your true phsychological gender, or whether pulling on a pair of panties and wearing them under your male clothing as you go about your daily life with only you being privy to your naughty little secret, enjoy your sexuality and don’t be afraid to play with your gender role. Discover yourself and be happy with who you are.
Don’t forget that very many Transgender people started off in a similar way, with an opportunistic flirting with a pair of secretly worn panties. Don’t beat yourself up about it or think there’s anything bad about what you’re feeling, it’s all quite normal in this mixed up world of ours. And I ask you…what can possibly be so bad about slipping on a pair of soft silky panties in the privacy of your own home. Go on, give it go…let’s see where the rabbit hole can lead to!